delilahdahmer

delilah

Ur local glittercrow of @SYNTHZILLAfest. Naked girl on the internet. Crazy Rat Lady Obsessed with lipsticks

Selfascenseur de t-shirt préféré. #cestsurex #cestrose #corbeauvnr #mattchaos #pinkhair #sidecut #gothgoth #altgirl
1 day ago - Selfascenseur de t-shirt préféré. #cestsurex #cestrose #corbeauvnr #mattchaos #pinkhair #sidecut #gothgoth #altgirl
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I dreamed of this dress since its release six monthes ago, and finally. It's a bit large for me (I ordered my usual size which is now too big for me) but the belt saves everything ! #pink #pinkforever #pinkeverything #FORFUCKSAKEILOVEPINK #heartshape #dreamdress #lipstick
4 days ago - I dreamed of this dress since its release six monthes ago, and finally. It's a bit large for me (I ordered my usual size which is now too big for me) but the belt saves everything ! #pink #pinkforever #pinkeverything #FORFUCKSAKEILOVEPINK #heartshape #dreamdress #lipstick
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Thanks everyone for all the messages and sweet thoughts for my babe and I. My heart is broken because he was my last rat and as a crazy rat lady I feel a bit empty without them. But at least, I had a wonderful vegan meal in @season_square to cheer me up a bit. #vegan #veganfood #paris #seasonsquare #veganpastry
7 days ago - Thanks everyone for all the messages and sweet thoughts for my babe and I. My heart is broken because he was my last rat and as a crazy rat lady I feel a bit empty without them. But at least, I had a wonderful vegan meal in @season_square to cheer me up a bit. #vegan #veganfood #paris #seasonsquare #veganpastry
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Farewell sweet babe.
8 days ago - Farewell sweet babe.
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Visiting the Oscar Wilde's exhibition "L'impertinent Absolu" at @petitpalais_musee and crossing by some wise words about #selflove. Thanks Oscar. He is one of my favorites writers.  #loveyourself
8 days ago - Visiting the Oscar Wilde's exhibition "L'impertinent Absolu" at @petitpalais_musee and crossing by some wise words about #selflove. Thanks Oscar. He is one of my favorites writers. #loveyourself
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Still packing my stuffs to move out and basically living with no makeup/clothes so... here is the last (but not least !) picture I took in my soon-to-be-left living-room. Hello belly. #bodypositive #alternativegirl #pinkhair #blacklingerie #harness #harnessbra #badstar #tattoedgirl #curvygirl #mybodymyrules #fatissexy #gothgoth #antiques #babybat #darkbeauty #gothlife #mybellyishappy #coucoubourrelets #fatpositive #piercing #blacklips #meufapoil #effyourbodystandards #tattoo
10 days ago - Still packing my stuffs to move out and basically living with no makeup/clothes so... here is the last (but not least !) picture I took in my soon-to-be-left living-room. Hello belly. #bodypositive #alternativegirl #pinkhair #blacklingerie #harness #harnessbra #badstar #tattoedgirl #curvygirl #mybodymyrules #fatissexy #gothgoth #antiques #babybat #darkbeauty #gothlife #mybellyishappy #coucoubourre
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I'm not doing a lot of things these days except playing Pokemon Moon and working on my moving out. So here is another pic from the "Goodbye living room" shoot I did ! #darkbeauty #blacklipstick #blacklingerie #antique #harnessbra #harness #blacklace #gothgoth #babybat #pinkhair #alternativegirl #sexybabe #fatbabe #bodyposi #badstarlingerie #rogueandwolf #selfportrait #selfie #tattoo #chesttattoo
12 days ago - I'm not doing a lot of things these days except playing Pokemon Moon and working on my moving out. So here is another pic from the "Goodbye living room" shoot I did ! #darkbeauty #blacklipstick #blacklingerie #antique #harnessbra #harness #blacklace #gothgoth #babybat #pinkhair #alternativegirl #sexybabe #fatbabe #bodyposi #badstarlingerie #rogueandwolf #selfportrait #selfie #tattoo #chesttattoo
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An other pic from my "Good bye living room" self-shoot. #gothlife #alternativegirl #sidecut #antique #selfie #gothgoth #piercing #blacklingerie #blacklipstick #goodbyeflat #darkbeauty
15 days ago - An other pic from my "Good bye living room" self-shoot. #gothlife #alternativegirl #sidecut #antique #selfie #gothgoth #piercing #blacklingerie #blacklipstick #goodbyeflat #darkbeauty
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I'm leaving this flat soon, so I did few pictures in the living room. #pinkhair #gothgoth #oddities #vintage #blacksatin  #selfie #antique #sidecut #alternativegirl #gothlife
17 days ago - I'm leaving this flat soon, so I did few pictures in the living room. #pinkhair #gothgoth #oddities #vintage #blacksatin #selfie #antique #sidecut #alternativegirl #gothlife
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First try of a backcombed deathhawk. Wanted to try for ages, inspired by @drac_makens. Now I'm waiting for invitations to your new wave parties ! #alternativegirl #pinkhair #mohawk #deathhawk #backcomb #nomakeup #chesttattoo #babybat #gothgoth #realface #givemesynth #piercing #cheekpiercing
18 days ago - First try of a backcombed deathhawk. Wanted to try for ages, inspired by @drac_makens. Now I'm waiting for invitations to your new wave parties ! #alternativegirl #pinkhair #mohawk #deathhawk #backcomb #nomakeup #chesttattoo #babybat #gothgoth #realface #givemesynth #piercing #cheekpiercing
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When the poutine calls. #CHEESE #MORECHEESE #WITHFRIES #healthy #veggie #CESTDUGRASQUONVEUT #canadianfood
18 days ago - When the poutine calls. #CHEESE #MORECHEESE #WITHFRIES #healthy #veggie #CESTDUGRASQUONVEUT #canadianfood
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"T'as perdu du poids non ? C'est fou comme ta silhouette a changé ! C'est bien d'avoir perdu autant !" Mouais.

Parfois des personnes bienveillantes me demandent si j'en avais envie, si ça me plait, sous-entendu avais-je vraiment envie de perdre du poids et l'ai-je perdu de manière raisonnable.
Oui et non. J'ai perdu une bonne vingtaine de kg. J'approchais du nombre à 3 chiffres il y a 6 mois (dépression, chômage, ennui), et fin août visite médicale du travail, je suis tombée sous les 75. Soit un poids que je n'avais plus atteint depuis ma sortie de lycée. Je n'ai rien fait de spécial. J'ai continué ma dépression et des phases de "je mange pas", j'ai déménagé et me suis retrouvée plus active (pas du tout de sport cela dit), j'ai repris un travail qui me demandait de marcher toute la journée, à Paris je marche beaucoup et suis souvent dans les escaliers... je ne sais pas, choisissez une raison. Pas de régime autre que ma bagarre constante avec mes TCA (entre ne pas me gaver et ne pas me priver, bonne ambiance), ça a juste disparu. C'est très étrange car j'étais habituée à ces kg, j'essayais de bien les vivre. Je flotte dans certains vêtements, j'ai perdu de la poitrine, je remets des vêtements que je n'ai pas enfilé depuis 2 ans... mais mincir ne me fait pas aller mieux. J'aimerais qu'on arrête de croire que mincir = bonheur. Je prône plutôt le "sois bien dans ta peau et pas dans la peau que les autres veulent te donner". Je n'ai pas perdu du poids parce que je le voulais et je pense que je le vivrais mieux si c'était le cas. On me demande si je pense "continuer sur cette voie", mais laquelle ? Celle de la maladie mentale ? Just asking. Je vais essayer de faire du sport PARCE QUE J'EN AI ENVIE et pas dans le but de mincir mais de me remuscler. Je n'ai jamais été mince, je n'ai pas forcément envie de l'être et quand c'est le cas, c'est parce qu'on me compare, on me juge difforme, on ne sait pas m'habiller (alors imaginez un 50, ou un 60 ??), on estime que je suis en mauvaise santé etc. Je me trouve hypocrite dans mon bodyposi car j'essaye de véhiculer un message bienveillant, tout en ayant un rapport conflictuel à mon corps. J'essaye quand même. Un peu.
19 days ago - "T'as perdu du poids non ? C'est fou comme ta silhouette a changé ! C'est bien d'avoir perdu autant !" Mouais. Parfois des personnes bienveillantes me demandent si j'en avais envie, si ça me plait, sous-entendu avais-je vraiment envie de perdre du poids et l'ai-je perdu de manière raisonnable. Oui et non. J'ai perdu une bonne vingtaine de kg. J'approchais du nombre à 3 chiffres il y a 6 mois
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How I feel about 2017 : just want to stay in bed and do nothing. Ft my gf's cat who knows the good spot. #happynewyear
20 days ago - How I feel about 2017 : just want to stay in bed and do nothing. Ft my gf's cat who knows the good spot. #happynewyear
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#bestnine2016 are actually about boobs, butts, selflove and nice shoes. Yeah well. #pinkhair #alternativegirl #gothgoth #selflove #bodypositive
21 days ago - #bestnine2016 are actually about boobs, butts, selflove and nice shoes. Yeah well. #pinkhair #alternativegirl #gothgoth #selflove #bodypositive
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Sad night ? Grab a rat, do a lot of cuddles. U still feel like shit but with a little someone to wipe your tears. #hellodepressionmyoldfriend
24 days ago - Sad night ? Grab a rat, do a lot of cuddles. U still feel like shit but with a little someone to wipe your tears. #hellodepressionmyoldfriend
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On my way back to Paris ! Can't wait for tomorrow... tattoo time ! #gpoy #thankyousnapchat #pinkhair #eyebrowsonfleek  #piercing #alternativegirl #cute #casualstyle
24 days ago - On my way back to Paris ! Can't wait for tomorrow... tattoo time ! #gpoy #thankyousnapchat #pinkhair #eyebrowsonfleek #piercing #alternativegirl #cute #casualstyle
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😻😻 #captureeparlabelgique #unefois #beautedesterrils #alternativegirl
26 days ago - #captureeparlabelgique #unefois #beautedesterrils #alternativegirl
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For xmas, my mom gave me this black satin kimono, mentionning that I will do a good use of it. Well... merry whatever you're celebrating dear followers 😘 hope everyone had a great time, with friends, family or just your cats because it's nice too ! I've been spoiled 🙀😻🎁 #blacksatin #underboobs #altgirl #merrychristmas #girlwithtattoos #curvygirl #piercing #pinkhair #blacklingerie
27 days ago - For xmas, my mom gave me this black satin kimono, mentionning that I will do a good use of it. Well... merry whatever you're celebrating dear followers hope everyone had a great time, with friends, family or just your cats because it's nice too ! I've been spoiled #blacksatin #underboobs #altgirl #merrychristmas #girlwithtattoos #curvygirl #piercing #pinkhair #blacklingerie
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